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What slowly made me happy, was understanding and the fact that I finally put my past at ease.

I finally made the effort I was waiting for, for so many years. The love I was searching for, the love I was looking for was finally upon me. Now that I found the strenght I needed I was more then happy to put the angry side of my character behind me. I am still working on it but am so much more happy to see that the real change of my personallity is upon me. 

Thank you so much.

...at age of sixteen, i didn't realise the extent and consequence of my spiritual breaking down, that was about to be brought upon my life from that year on...

what followed my spiritual breaking down next, was my emotional destruction procces which took a little longer...

 after this two processes merged and became fully stabilized,  a new process became undergoing...

            then started breaking down of ...

                         my addiction became, as a response to my, then called, parents's behaviour's upbringings method...

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                                                  ...intro...

...this is my first expressing of  deep physical, emotional and spiritual undergoing in my soul, mind and body

which evolved as a result of circumstances, that people ...