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...at age of sixteen, i didn't realise the extent and consequence of my spiritual breaking down, that was about to be brought upon my life from that year on...

what followed my spiritual breaking down next, was my emotional destruction procces which took a little longer...

 after this two processes merged and became fully stabilized,  a new process became undergoing...

            then started breaking down of my mind

 this slowlly  merged with another procces of my breaking down: my body's slowlly destruction...

                                   this four stages of my underlying was not possiblle in as such a short of period of time, as my parents, my familly and the rest of our closer community desired...

i didn't realise then, why was i to be faced with this circumctance...

  i expected to evolve and continue the way i was growing up and belived i was to upgrade and evolve my abillity to learn, interact, develop more physical skills and other...